Monday, February 22, 2010

小牛妹

為什麼叫做小牛妹?
why "little cow girl"?


因為固執像頭牛!
because, stubborn as a cow!

Monday, February 15, 2010

太過專注

當妳太過專注於聽著每個聲音,
注意腳下將要塌陷的積雪,
還有隨時都有可能攻擊妳的大野雁,
妳就會以為
所有都已傳收進了錄音機。

回到家聽了所有的東西,心滿意足的
讚嘆今天的美好,
霎時間就會想起這遺失的一塊
空白。
1013wav和1014wav之間難道真的沒有1013.1.2.3嗎?

在接近一群埋頭苦幹,
在積雪已融化的草地上覓食的野雁是非常有趣又驚險的。
有幾隻會抬頭來順便哼一聲警告一下同伴,
或者只是下到的呀一下,
我都可以給自己捏一把冷汗。

總共有三群,
分三塊空地嘖嘖嘖地。
抬頭的每一隻
嘴上都黏著溼潤的草渣,像兩撇小鬍鬚,
又像我們嘴上的飯粒。

天邊傳來幾聲
來自三個遲來的饕客的呼喚。
聽得心裡暗爽,
給我賺到這多樣化的大自然之聲。

一隻落單了,但她獨佔一整片小窪地。

穿越他們之間,臨走前又細細從放大聲響的耳機中
聽他們嘖嘖嘖的...

聽見了不代表記下了。
但沒記下的
也迴繞地特別大聲
特別起勁!

Friday, February 12, 2010

You, Are Not That Important

Adapted from a friend's note:"You, are not that important."
Every time I visited her blog,
I saw this line on top of the page.
Every time I whispered
in my mind.
"You, are not that important."

A few days ago, I found she changed the line to another one.
I couldn't remember what did she changed it in to,
but I repeated the old one that was already stuck in my brain.

Everyday, I think about myself.
Even when I thought I was thinking for other people,
I wasn't.

"You, are not that important."

For what i know,
I am spoiled,
I am selfish,
I am stubborn as a cow.
and,
I am sick and tired of myself.

"You, are not that important."
(a toy, green brick flows over in front of my eyes)

I just want to be happy.
(the toy has numbers or alphabets on it)

I am sick and tired,
like how I faced math quiz in high schools,
my mind would automatically
shut down and opened another door for another world.
(that's how I see the green brick now)

Escape.
Indirect.
Escape.

Escape.

"You, are not that important."

Monday, February 1, 2010

不是因為書都讀到屁股上才多肉

剛剛跟媽通個電話,
問她剛剛在跟誰說話?
她說她的朋友。
我理直氣壯的問:哪個朋友?
她氣了,她說妳問那麼多幹嘛?
加上這個問題之前我說了些五四三的玩笑話,
她就不好氣的說給我唸書不是是非不分亂七八糟,是不是書都讀到屁股上去了?
我聽了又好氣又好笑的說,
我屁股多肉不是因為書都念到那裡去好不好?
她說最好是這樣。

是啊,
其實,有一點這個可能,
但我想主要是因為,我剛好念的,都不是可以貼在臉上到處去獻給人家看得書,聽的也不是隨時掛在嘴邊可以講的話。
想聽聽這一刻之前我在念什麼嗎?
有聽過“垮掉的一代“嗎?
這我可是越聽越起勁,越看越對味啊。

請問,我要不要試著興高采烈的告訴親愛的媽媽說我的屁股是屬於那垮掉的一代呢?
我想因為我才剛開始所以還不至於搞到屁股皮肉鬆弛垮垮如林旺。
“所有東西都是我的因為我很窮。“凱洛華說。
真的有點慶幸有點可惜,我的翹屁還是不屬於那一代,因為何從體會而來?又從何捨得這豐裕的生活?

當然啊,
說說嘴皮子是也,書還是得念,但正不正經還是在我。
(認真的,我是很努力想要正經的。)